懒散

已经很久没有写部落格的习惯，突然之间不知道为何会打开来写。 现在的我还继续读书，同时我也觉得压力很大。 我的生活觉得很疲倦，又实在想活着过着没有意义的日子是为了什么？？？ 今天上课到3点就结束了，可是感觉上好像喘不过气来..... 是因为考试要来临了还是其它的因素... 在班上每一个同学都很有本能，我看了都压力，因为我是个成绩很差的哪一个~~~ 我好像努力的往上爬但是我就是没有那么大的毅力去完成。。。 说好的要开始读书可是就懒懒散散的一天拖一天，那怎么可能`可以呢？？？ 我不可以这样下去了 韦师成。你到底怎么啦？？？越来越懒散，家人供你读书怎么不好好珍惜呢？为什么要辜负他们呢？ 从今天开始要好好地为自己安排和包装自己，不要再浪费时间了 决不要轻易放弃 知道吗？

school break holiday

Finally our short sem is over...damn me feel so hapi^^
At the same times, me also in sem break holiday...Tis sem break holiday also dono do wat, just can rest, work and back my hometown spend time with my friend and family members. when i back will celebrate bufday with my dad.^^ Me also dont know want to give wat present so decided buy at polo-t hope dad will like it.
if have chance i want to enjoy my holiday with full plan.wuhaha^^
now i sing k with my frind...hehe

Last sem me lack of motivation to study because of that lecturer say tat MPW subject not counted in CGPA but after mid-term she say have count in..gRRRRR....sibeh dulan nia!!! Hope tis sem wont affected my CGPA cause my CGPA is drop 0.5 already and also in dangerous situation.T_T

My new sem will start on 13th June 2011. At the same times, it also my last sem will be graduate soon. Now i still make my decision should 1 continue study (degree) or start to working. Me still in blur blur situation to make the decision.

besides that, recently me feel that so bad luck toward on me.
Maybe is my attitude and my behavior is bad cant control my emotion but in fact i really dont like people force to to do some things which i dont want to do. I not a robot which control by you. I have my own freedom and space and pls be respect me, dont have steal my private things to see. Some documentation or msg which is P&C.

hapi days....^^

2day damn so hapi o....
because of u accompany me....
even we go see movie n go see together!!!
hope we will have the other chance to hang out agian...
you r the nice and polite person...
good attitude...glad to know u....
hehe...^^
thanks you

wat should im say.....

recently feelings like disappointed with of love!!!
is it mine problem or others factors???
is it single is better for me???
but if life without other partners sure is a bored life....
but when have it sure suffer ur self!!!
how come is like that???
or im choose the wrong direction of it???
maybe im should fine a girl friend is it more comfortable???
why u always like to hear ur friends and ur co-workers opinion,solution and answer!!!
do u things it is correctly and accurate the information what u get from them???
why u like never trust me and recently force me....
it seem like im lie u???
u so like to hear ur friend say them say u better choose them be ur partners lo....
dont waste mine energy and make me heart broken...
feelings that u so childish in term of acting,behavior,attitudes,thinking.....
oh gosh, can u be more responsibility and take care about me....(feeling)
u also self fish geh...im hating that feeling u treat me like that...
sadness............T__T
wat should i do???
forget about it n concentrate mine study n predict mine future....
study hard nealson...one days sure it worth for ur life...
belief ur self....nealson,u can do it in the colorful....^^

spechless

recently im so easy to sick!!!
huh,wat happen leh???
sien la,during exam also want sick meh,feels so slpy n lack of mood to study...
hope will recover as fast as possible...
study and remember the note....pls crash in to mine mind!!!
2moro got class again 9-11
after finish class going to work....
this month really "pokai" want to pay alot of debts, bills, renter, insurance and other...some more need to travel v mine darling which he is planned...haiz....wat a joke!!!!
want fainted already.....
working salary + daddy poket money also useless already...
hope this month im can survive....

shit day

for me today is damn hapi d.....
but at the same time u also make me feel disappointed.....
remember last week u promise want fetch me go college during ur off day but u say u dont want fetch me go even is raining day....wat a joke!!!
u always promise somethings to me just make me hapi awhile at the end to fulfill the promise u also cant do for me.....im very sad n angry.....
do u really think about me??? im also dont knew how to say d.....
after finish class, me n course-mate decide to go gurney eat n walk walk...sudden feel happily cause can hang out with friend....
but at the same time u calling to me say"where are u", "not finished class", "want come back d", "go with who", "girl or boy","go there for wat"???
then im answer it im at gurney, and u say it want me back n y dont accompany u???
im just hang out with friend awhile u also scold me n showing ur emotion n saying somethings which im does not like it.
can u pls think logical!!!
im not accompany u but just later and can u understand me in the situation.
im like not so freedom and cant social with friend,just only can accompany u????huh>.<
do u think back are u selfish???
and y u can phone so many times to me within half hour???
keep asking me back already???
saying im so hungry now,want to eat!!!!
u still a kids???u got legs and hands u can go buy food of ur self wat????
when im back home u show ur black faces to me!!!
im i wrong??? u sure crazy already>.<
say wanna going out but when im back u slp at the bed????
wth.....make mine life miserable.....
u better slp whole day!!!!!!!
grrrrrr.......................

bored n stress

sooner exam will coming but im dint study yet....
can die d....this time sure "cham"
hope all the subject will score in B above....
need motivation to study.....grrrrrr
but when back hope im not mood in study d...
automatically go to open laptop on9 FB n chatting...zzzzzzzz
hope can over come it....
somemore 2 moro got quiz but im just "cincai" look the note
hope 2moro quiz is MCQ question or true or false
haha!!!!
gud 9....going to slp d....muackz^^